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Saturday, February 24th, 2001
4:28 pm
PLEASE ADD CAS TO YOUR LIST, ITS MY OTHER JOURNAL</b>
Thursday, February 22nd, 2001
5:09 pm - ADD ME
everyone please add cas to your lj friends that is my other journal..yea the name is weird but at least i have a better journal THANKS!
3:18 pm - HELP HELP HELP
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME WITH MY EARLY ADOPTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1:06 pm
I HAVE ANOTHER JOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just wait until i get it set up to add me to your list
6:29 am - ...so horrible
ok yesterday was so horrible i got in a fight with my two good friends. And it was Amber and Katie and Katie got mad at me for likeing her boyfriend more than a friend and when we were on the phone she was like "everytime i get a boyfriend one of my very good friends always ends up likeing em!!" and i was like "WELL WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO ABOUT IT KATIE?!" and they are both telling me to find someone else to crush on and guess what THERE IS NOBODY!!! they make it sound so fucking easy and i mean her boyfriend always talks to me on the bus.. what am i supposed to do? avoid him? GRRRRRRRRRRRRR i really hate haveing friends sometimes, when it comes to guys they are just in the way. And see after me and Katie got off the phone we both called Amber and she was trying to split her time with each of us and i was getting pissed off and then she got back on with me and i was like "so what did she say about me?" and she was like "nothing she was just talking about this guy." and i was like "thats a lie but ok.." and she is like "don't call me a liar because i'm not lieing." And she was like "so whats up?" or something like that and i was like "I'M IN A VERY PISSY MOOD." and i told her about how all of my friends were agienst me and that if i knew i wouldn't go to hell i would have commited suside already and by this time i was crying and i told her to just talk to katie that i had to go and i hung up on her. it it don't cross my mind one bit that her and Katie were talking about me and she sat there and lied about it! but anyways operation blue streak is on the way, i went to the hair place yesterday and my hair stylist told me that i should call a hair cutting place and ask if they have blue hair dye and then when i bleach it to take alllllll the color out. and so i am in the process of changeing my hair. well anyways
if anyone reads this entry please tell me what i should do about the guy

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmkaaaaaaaaaaay

thanks


frustrated
Wednesday, February 21st, 2001
5:56 am - ...so horrible
god its so impossible for me to get along with my dad. i know i talk about this all the time but only because we are always fighting he thinks he is always RIGHT! ok i told my mom the night before last that i told mom that i thought my grades were bad. and she told dad and last night he wanted me to go in his room so he could tell me somthing and he is like "so whats this i hear about you failing?" and i was like "my math teacher he is so stupid and he can't teach and that is why i am failing his class." "and he is like no i don't think there is any stupid teachers, i just think there are stupid students." and i was like "DAD HE CAN'T TEACH WORTH A CRAP (i can't cuss in front of my dad)!" and he is like "i just think you arn't learning." and so i just walked away and called mom and was waiting for her to call me on my line and she called the other and dad picked it up and he handed the fone to me and then i got into my bed room and asked her why she told dad that i thought i was failing and she was like "didn't you get your report card." and i was like "no.." and she was like well... and by that time dad was standing in my room looking at me (HE WAS FUCKING EAVESDROPPING) and he was like "YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO BEHIND MY BACK AND CALL YOUR MOM!!!" "DO YOU THINK I CAN'T HANDLE IT??!" and i was like "handle what?" and he just walked out of my room and when i went to get the fone i accidently knocked my lamp off my shelf and it broke and everything shattered. but god....now i know that my dad is my punishment for liveing...hell couldn't be anyworse than liveing here. oh and my friend Amber was talking to me last night and see i like Katie's boyfriend Phillip because he is sweet and easy to talk to well Amber was telling me that they won't be together long and that she knew something that Katie told her not to tell me and she said she wouldn't tell me! WTF!!!!


enraged
Monday, February 19th, 2001
4:40 pm - ooooooooo

mmmmmmmmmmmhuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.................. thank god monday is all most over, wooooooooo nobody said anything bad about my hairy hairbow with pink hair in it. so today was pretty cool. only me and jennifer got pissed at our computer teacher cause jen had her geometry book in her lap and the teacher was like "jennifer you might could work better if you didn't have that geometry book." and then she called me down too! but i mean she is a nice lady, but she points out things and its embarressing, cause one time i was trying to get my hair fixed and there is a mirror in front of me and i was fixing it and she is like "will you please stop fixing your hair and do as your told." and then everyone started looking at me! i was like damnit.. but i mean she smiles at you like she is just kidding. but anyways enough of that, my friend amber is finally back at school after the stomach virus. i wrote her a secret admirer letter pretending it was from a guy, i don't know if she will believe it or not but i hope she does just so i can trick her. But what really sucks is when you and 2 friends are walking down the hallway and one dosn't know the other too well and you talk to one and the other feels left out! that pisses me off so bad! Anyways i'm so happy dad isn't home when i am right now woooooooooooooooooo. oh and in case you didn't know MY MOM IS GONNA LET ME GET MY HAIR DYED PROFESSIONALLY WITH BLUE STREAKS..mmmkay that is my announcement. to ta loo
oh and i hope AILING has a great time with her new early adopter....


so tireeeeeeeed
Sunday, February 18th, 2001
7:21 pm - NEWS BULLITAN
i have to piss
9:28 am
shit, i didn't mean to post that, i am really bored so i am writeing in myjournal on my desktop, nobodyis on cept tiff and she isn't talking anymore so..... i had a strange dream last night about a snake being in my bed room....yea wierd, anyways i wanna talk to ailing but she is away poop ok well i am tire of writeing in this so bye
9:27 am
YoooOOoO
7:57 am - butta pancakes
ok HeRe B Da ScOoP
I am trying to find a person who would be willing to give me an early adopter journal. so far there is no luck at all Ailing is going to ask some rainbow type person. but my luck they have gave that one away or either they will be selfish or some shit. BAH
nothing has been going on today lately dad don't have to go to work today and that really sucks since he is extremly bossy when he is home. But besides that i can't get blue streaks in my hair since it won't show up and i need to bleach it if i wanted them badly enough but that would hurt my hair. so forget that
well ok i am going to go now since there is really not nothing to write.

envious

Shaggy-your my darling angel
Saturday, February 17th, 2001
11:19 am - CRISIS CRISIS CRISIS!!!!!
anyone who reads this HELP ME!
anyone who has seen my hair knows its dark brown, well i really want to get blue streaks in it if mom would let me... does anyone know if it would turn my hair a different color besides blue or if i should do it or not? please tell me what you think
9:28 am - tSuPaFly

-changed lj icon
-changed lj colors
-got called a bitch
-stomach virus is going around
-i should be asleep
-my room is cold
-i think my friends boyfriend knows i like him (in which i hope he don't)
-i am supposed to call amber today
-Brandon H. has a nice booty
-nobody is on
-i'm getting bored
-thas all.


listless
Thursday, February 15th, 2001
5:45 pm - FLEXING SHIT??!
yOrAnGel says:
WOOOOOOO WE GET OUT EARLY TOMMOROW
Jessica says:
yahoo
yOrAnGel says:
...
yOrAnGel says:
what about it?
Jessica says:
?
yOrAnGel says:
what about yahoo?
Jessica says:
what about what?
yOrAnGel says:
are you insulting me?
Jessica says:
yahoo we get out early tommorrow!!!!!
duhh
yOrAnGel says:
YOUR INSULTING ME ARN'T YOU?
yOrAnGel says:
GOD
yOrAnGel says:
!!!
yOrAnGel says:
i'm hyperrRRrrR
yOrAnGel says:
pleze UnDa STand
Jessica says:
i can tell you are hyper
yOrAnGel says:
are you insulting me?
Jessica says:
nope
yOrAnGel says:
well good cause i was gonna throw a big un'
yOrAnGel says:
feelgood feelgood
Jessica says:
yeah i'm really glad you didn't throw a big un' seeing how i am so scared of you and all
Jessica says:
not
yOrAnGel says:
OH BUT JESSICA I AM TUFF
Jessica says:
lol
yOrAnGel says:
*flex*Flex*
Jessica says:
lol
Jessica says:
lol
Jessica says:
flex what?
yOrAnGel says:
*FLEXES HUGE MUSLES*
Jessica says:
you ain't got shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yOrAnGel says:
*flexes shit*
Jessica says:
no i said you ain't got shit!!!!!!!!!!!!

yOrAnGel says:
*flexes her shit and proves jessica wrong**
Jessica says:
ha ha don't make me die of laughter!!!!!!!!!!!

yOrAnGel says:
WELL I WOULD LIKE TO SEE YOUR SHIT
yOrAnGel says:
NOT LITERALLY OF CORSE
Jessica says:
well tommorrow i guess you will get a little piece of me and not that way either!!!!!!!

yOrAnGel says:
OH LUVA
yOrAnGel says:
!
yOrAnGel says:
eww
yOrAnGel says:
your going to shit on me?
Jessica says:
ha ha ha not funny!!!!!!
yOrAnGel says:
WE'LL JUST SEE WHO SHITS ON WHO FIRST
yOrAnGel says:
*smacks leg and howls*

bahahah mine and jessica's convo :)
5:28 pm - Kizz My ButtOx
Oh Yea BaBe
GuEZz Who"s BacK
mmmmmmmhum in the flesh in the flesh
ok well nothing has been going on lately only that my friend has the stomach virus AND I AM GOING TO GET IT NEXT GRRR! cause i drank out of her water bottle and that was stupid but i didn't know she was really sick. ok well i played soccer today and i rocked! i never got a goal but i participated well. hmmm i'm talking to my friend jessica again on MSN about her b/f errr.. ex b/f. Valentines day sucked ass cause i never got anything but candy and no guy brung me roses or anything in which..i don't blame them. Me and dad went to wal*mart yesterday and i got me some candy,mom a valentine card,a ppg poster, and a cute lil stuffed kittie!!!!!!! *giant smile* woooooooo ok well anyways i am gonna gooooooooo

to da lou


cheerful
Monday, February 12th, 2001
7:24 am - NO SCHOOL
there is no school today
wow




happy

puff daddy-i'll be missin' you (I LOVE THIS SONG) </b>
Sunday, February 11th, 2001
9:19 am - billaBONG
yooooooooo
i finally went shopping yesterday!! me and my friend Jessica were planning on going and i saw her in Wal*Mart and we went shopping around for some spirit week stuff. i got a loony tunes tie for hat and tie day and a fishers hat for the same day,a purple shirt for school colors day,and for farmer and cowboy day i am going to be a farmer. oh and i'm going to get some heart thingies for valentines day, and i also got me one of those fake hair hair bows, they roooooooooollll. ok well anyways i suspect Rachel will be calling me wanting to know if i want to go to church..if she don't..oh well thats no biggie. oh and i got me a ton of clothes at goodies, they are so cute! ok well now that i have coughed my head off i think i will post a sillie thing...ur hot po tada says:
i have a feeling someone stayed up past their bed time!!
ur hot po tada says:
*shakes finger at tiff*
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
hahahaha
ur hot po tada says:
you know thats a MAJOR no no
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
well then i think you ought to spank me.
ur hot po tada says:
why...i guess i will...
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
hahaha
ur hot po tada says:
*spanks it hard*
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
oh b aby
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
i know you're not talking bout my butt
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
YOU'RE SPANKING YOUR PENIS HARD
ur hot po tada says:
EEP
ur hot po tada says:
NO I WASN'T *looks over shoulders in confuseion*
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
hahahahaahha
ur hot po tada says:
sdfasd
ur hot po tada says:
bleh bleh
ur hot po tada says:
BiLlAbOng
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
haha
ur hot po tada says:
i don't think thats right for a brand of clothing
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
hahah why not?
ur hot po tada says:
cause its billaBONG
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
rofl so1?
ur hot po tada says:
*giggles uncontrolably*
ur hot po tada says:
billaBONG BONG BONG
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
rofl
+ 3 2 b i t w h o r e + says:
damn junkies
ur hot po tada says:
lets all get aBONG
ur hot po tada says:

ur hot po tada says:
wohaaaaaaaaa
ur hot po tada says:
i'm hyper


me n tiffy talking crazy shit.hehe ok well that is all for now mmmkay?

boi






giddy
Saturday, February 10th, 2001
8:00 am - guguggugugug

well its 8 in the morning and i can't believe i'm actually out of bed...
last night my mom came in and slammed the doorand slept on the bottom bunk of my bed..god only knows why..so that was a big event..um...oh yea and i started talking to my ex again, he is kinda being an asshole but not much..not like anyone would care or anything i'm just trying to think of what to write. I had a weird dream that i went to Starr's house...yea you don't know her...but ok..well isn't it obvious that i have nothing important to say? exactly...

i c yo lata babe



sleepy
Thursday, February 8th, 2001
6:13 am - yoink
yo
ok i'm really bored and tired today AND STILL there has to be school...
hmm well i tried calling zack last night and get this..he was in CHURCH pshhhha
thats just insane
ok well still nothing interesting
so bye


giggly
Wednesday, February 7th, 2001
5:54 pm - tiredness
omg today was so tireing
i made a 45 on my math test , wow i feel so smart now. GRRR I HATE IT
anyways i left school today at 1:00 to go to the eye doctor he is a weirdo.
ok well i don't feel like typeing too much so i am just going to go now


drained

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